tylsforthescars

This is my list of my favorite people in the whole world. Mostly because I feel that it's important people know who I love in order for them to know me.

Number 1.

 Patrick Stump

Number 2.

 Ian Crawford

Number 3.

 Brendon Urie

Number 4.

 Jon Walker

Number 5.

 Alex DeLeon

Number 6.

 Johnny Depp

Number 7.

 Tim Burton

Number 8.

 Seann William Scott

Number 9.

 Edgar Allan Poe

Number 10.

 John Green

Infiniate

Kassie Hall 

And

  Taryn Shaver (ps. Her shirt was made by me)

We dance a twisted tango, you and I

You push, I pull, and somewhere we collide

I run, you chase, and I'm lost in dizzy swirls

Then your hand swiftly guides me back into our world

Where we laugh endlessly while night bleeds into day

Where our rare love is understood but never said

Then I'm launched back into reality by your logical fears

I'm alone on this dance-floor even though you're right here

We dance a twisted tango, you and I

I push, you pull, and neither can decide

Whether we should or should not continue to dance

Both addicted to the masochistic romance

So we push and pull till it hurts a bit too much

Then caress, and embrace, and rebuild our trust

I realize now, as we're nearing the end of our song

This twisted tango we'rve been dancing all along

In it's mad imperfection, it just might be

The most perfected tango I have ever seen

-Written by Kristine Sa... a massive hero of mine that I'm a little out of touch with these days. Since I started getting so into bands like The Hush Sound and All Time Low I forgot that this is the girl that inspired me to love my music.

Look her up, she's awesome

So, I was thinking earlier while reading something over and just taking in the words and stuff and I started asking myself if I am the only person that is weird enough to do the things I do.

Am I the only one who goes outside in the pouring rain and gets on the swing-set just because I am in love with feeling like I'm flying about five feet off of the ground?

Am I the only one who can only listen to the songs on their iPOD all the way through if there is some type of mental story to go along with it?

And this one I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one, but none the less, am I the only one who goes outside at nine o' clock at night (now that's just a coincidence I swear) and asks the moon to forget to fall down.

I would like some confidence in this, but I'm fairly sure in the back of my mind I'm not. Nobody's really alone in the weird little things that they do.

It's kind of something I've learned, but I still can't get over the idea that I am the only one, haha.

I'm never really sure what to write in these things, but I've decided to myself that I'm going to allow myself to pour my heart out here. Maybe I'll be less bitchy in my actual life in doing this. Of course another thing I can't get over is the idea that nothing that I say matters because I'm not famous. People don't drool over my life and live vicariously through me so my words are completely meaningless.....